hi gray world.
#1 i wanna thank my friends, esp v, h, w, c, y, w. thanks babes for all that you've done. really really really appreciate it. i dont want any of you to feel sad either.
#2 i never knew i could cry over listening to canon in D. yes even classical songs can be emo.
#3 perhaps my newest dream is to play canon in D on the violin
#4 i hate eating watermelons with seeds
#5 i will get better. and i will be back soon, someday at least. i promise
#6 i dont wanna be an escapist.
#7 the 18th bday's coming but i dont really know what i want or wonder how it'll be or feel excited or whatsoever. maybe you you you and you can make me feel smthg for it. maybe cos it's still too early to say anything..
#8 i'd like to think that maybe crying makes your eyelashes grow.
#9 the love in your heart isnt put there to stay. love isnt love till you give it away.
#10 27/1 happy birthday mommy dearest. hope you stay pretty!. we bought her gucci shades. ( + a jap handphone keychain) love love.
#11 must be brave and we must be strong/cannot say what our hearts must know/cannot fear how we feel/how does one walk away from all of the memories/how do i not miss you when you are gone/how can i not love you.
#12 twelve is enough for a night like this.
seeya babes, hugs hugs.
I remember the days we spent together were not enough and it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight .